1 00:03:08,564 --> 00:03:10,566 when i first came down into the tunnel, 2 00:03:10,607 --> 00:03:13,485 it was looking dangerous man, real dangerous 3 00:03:13,527 --> 00:03:15,320 'cause even in the daytime it was dark 4 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:17,698 and, like, i was scared 5 00:03:21,243 --> 00:03:22,953 i'm saying, somewhere down the line 6 00:03:23,328 --> 00:03:25,247 it can't be as bad as it is on top 7 00:03:26,164 --> 00:03:28,500 because on the streets, you had kids fucking with you 8 00:03:28,876 --> 00:03:30,335 you had police fucking with you 9 00:03:30,419 --> 00:03:32,421 i mean, anybody can walk by you 10 00:03:32,504 --> 00:03:34,590 while you're sleeping on a bench and bust you in the head 11 00:03:35,132 --> 00:03:37,217 at least down in the tunnel, you don't worry bout that 12 00:03:38,260 --> 00:03:40,179 but nobody in their right mind gonna come down here 13 00:03:40,304 --> 00:03:42,514 so you don't have to worry about ... (?) coming down here messing with you 14 00:03:42,723 --> 00:03:44,183 but they're not (?) 15 00:03:45,434 --> 00:03:47,519 they got me too scared to come in here (?) 16 00:04:40,072 --> 00:04:43,200 but to me, once you get passed your fear, the first or second night... 17 00:04:43,325 --> 00:04:45,577 after that man, you adjust 18 00:04:46,662 --> 00:04:49,873 you'd be surprised what the human mind and the human body can adjust to 19 00:05:35,127 --> 00:05:36,795 - tommy ? - what ? 20 00:05:40,549 --> 00:05:42,217 damn i'm tired 21 00:05:48,056 --> 00:05:49,516 i'm tired, yo 22 00:05:51,185 --> 00:05:52,436 give out 23 00:05:58,609 --> 00:06:00,485 i could sleep for about... 24 00:06:01,069 --> 00:06:02,988 2 or 3 hours more 25 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:12,664 i don't feel like getting up 26 00:06:15,918 --> 00:06:16,960 shit it's fucking late 27 00:06:18,295 --> 00:06:20,172 i gotta take a fucking piss 28 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:21,632 good morning people 29 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:26,428 do me a favour man... 30 00:06:26,845 --> 00:06:29,348 - bring you back an empty bottle ? - no, take it out for me (?) 31 00:06:29,556 --> 00:06:30,807 yeah, sure 32 00:06:35,187 --> 00:06:37,064 it's fucking cold, man 33 00:06:37,356 --> 00:06:39,858 ... (?) feels cold ... (?) like yesterday 34 00:06:42,277 --> 00:06:43,529 i'm getting up 35 00:06:43,904 --> 00:06:45,155 i'm ready 36 00:06:45,197 --> 00:06:46,448 ready to hit the street 37 00:07:03,340 --> 00:07:05,217 when i first came down ... (?) 38 00:07:05,843 --> 00:07:07,094 scared that... 39 00:07:07,177 --> 00:07:10,097 not scared, just looking at this god damn place and shit 40 00:07:11,557 --> 00:07:12,516 yeah 41 00:07:13,600 --> 00:07:17,145 at that time, i remember i came down here just to get out ... (?) 42 00:07:17,938 --> 00:07:22,025 i looked around, i started noticing, started building this shit 43 00:07:23,569 --> 00:07:26,697 and that shit just became a little project 44 00:07:26,905 --> 00:07:29,366 at first i took it as ... (?) two weeks 45 00:07:30,033 --> 00:07:32,953 and then this fucker became, like, home 46 00:07:34,204 --> 00:07:36,081 after i started building 47 00:07:36,290 --> 00:07:38,792 thought, you know, stuff that i could use 48 00:07:39,001 --> 00:07:42,546 clothes, tvs, lamps... got power ! 49 00:07:44,423 --> 00:07:46,925 that cap... (?) went right away 50 00:07:47,134 --> 00:07:49,011 went right up my god damn mind and shit 51 00:07:49,219 --> 00:07:50,470 you know what i'm sayin 52 00:07:50,888 --> 00:07:54,224 and look at me, i been down here for fuckin 5 years, going on 6 53 00:07:54,641 --> 00:07:56,101 who knows it's been that long ? 54 00:07:56,310 --> 00:07:58,187 you don't, been that fuckin long 55 00:07:58,395 --> 00:08:00,898 i just forgot completely about the damn time 56 00:08:04,443 --> 00:08:06,320 i can see the place looks a little cleaner 57 00:08:06,528 --> 00:08:09,031 yeah, but you know what ? it's that fucking dog, man 58 00:08:09,448 --> 00:08:11,116 ever since i got that dog 59 00:08:11,325 --> 00:08:13,202 fucking place been fucked up 60 00:08:16,747 --> 00:08:17,998 i was just being sarcastic... 61 00:08:18,207 --> 00:08:20,709 i can see the dog chews everything up and shit 62 00:08:20,918 --> 00:08:22,169 yeah man 63 00:08:22,794 --> 00:08:24,671 it's hard to keep a place clean with a dog 64 00:08:25,714 --> 00:08:27,549 especially down here, he drags everything in 65 00:08:27,591 --> 00:08:29,426 - was it clean before ? - yeah it was always... 66 00:08:29,426 --> 00:08:31,512 - used to be real nice and clean... - yeah it was ! 67 00:08:31,553 --> 00:08:33,722 in fact he used to make us take off our shoes ! 68 00:08:36,141 --> 00:08:38,435 almost everytime i came in, he had a different rug on 69 00:08:39,645 --> 00:08:41,939 every couple of days, he'd put down another rug 70 00:08:41,980 --> 00:08:43,232 place looked real nice 71 00:08:45,526 --> 00:08:47,402 and he was always working on the house 72 00:08:48,403 --> 00:08:49,655 like what ? 73 00:08:50,113 --> 00:08:51,990 fixing the door, always the door 74 00:08:52,157 --> 00:08:54,034 if not the inside door, the outside door 75 00:08:54,076 --> 00:08:55,327 working on the roof 76 00:08:55,536 --> 00:08:58,038 making a trap door to get out and escape, or come in 77 00:08:58,455 --> 00:09:00,332 putting a window in, then he'd take it out 78 00:09:00,541 --> 00:09:01,792 you know, all kinds of stuff 79 00:09:02,000 --> 00:09:03,252 he even had a ladder in here 80 00:09:03,293 --> 00:09:05,587 - the ladder used to be in this corner - yeah i know i took it out 81 00:09:05,754 --> 00:09:07,631 it used to go straight up to the roof 82 00:09:08,257 --> 00:09:10,968 then he was putting a balcony up there, and then he changed his mind 83 00:09:13,887 --> 00:09:15,764 he's the only one i'd ever see working on his house 84 00:09:17,307 --> 00:09:18,559 everybody else, like, they just... 85 00:09:18,851 --> 00:09:21,353 - they got some nice houses... - i mean yeah i seen them 86 00:09:21,395 --> 00:09:23,897 they did their house, but then they never did anything else to it 87 00:09:24,106 --> 00:09:26,400 whenever i used to come down here, i'd always see him working on his house 88 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:28,485 i thought i had the nicest house down here... 89 00:09:29,111 --> 00:09:30,362 but i don't 90 00:09:30,571 --> 00:09:32,447 well, this don't look nice now you know 91 00:09:32,531 --> 00:09:34,199 but i don't have the nicest house 92 00:09:34,324 --> 00:09:36,368 you know who's got the nicest house down here ? 93 00:09:37,244 --> 00:09:38,495 tommy... 94 00:09:40,164 --> 00:09:42,249 but he's been here a long time 95 00:09:42,666 --> 00:09:44,751 no, tommy hasn't been down here... 96 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:46,837 maybe a year longer than i have 97 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:03,729 you know like a lot of my friends... (?) 98 00:10:03,937 --> 00:10:05,189 fellows come down here (?) 99 00:10:05,397 --> 00:10:07,482 in fact my boy came down last night to visit me 100 00:10:07,482 --> 00:10:09,985 brought one of his boys from school 101 00:10:09,985 --> 00:10:10,986 he'd never been down here, 102 00:10:10,986 --> 00:10:13,488 kid shit on himself when he came in and saw the ... (?) 103 00:10:14,156 --> 00:10:15,824 well, hey, that ain't no help to you... (?) 104 00:10:16,658 --> 00:10:18,744 but you feel good about it i guess 105 00:10:19,369 --> 00:10:21,246 ... (?) 106 00:10:21,246 --> 00:10:23,123 outside it ain't outside as he think 107 00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:25,000 make you feel a little better 108 00:10:25,626 --> 00:10:28,962 you ain't a tramp as he thought you was when he walkin down the track 109 00:10:29,171 --> 00:10:30,422 yes, exactly 110 00:10:30,422 --> 00:10:31,882 that always makes you feel better 111 00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:34,593 i don't consider myself homeless cause a homeless man ain't got a home 112 00:10:36,053 --> 00:10:37,513 you don't consider yourself homeless 113 00:10:37,513 --> 00:10:40,015 you ain't ready to cope with this then... 114 00:10:40,641 --> 00:10:42,518 if you don't consider you're homeless 115 00:10:44,394 --> 00:10:46,897 i mean i do, it's like in the back of my mind 116 00:10:47,314 --> 00:10:49,816 way back in your mind (?) if you don't consider you're homeless 117 00:10:51,485 --> 00:10:52,736 you know that ? 118 00:10:52,736 --> 00:10:55,239 you gotta look ... (?) in the back of your mind 119 00:10:56,114 --> 00:10:58,367 what was the purpose of me building this place right ? 120 00:10:58,992 --> 00:11:01,495 it's not to be helpless, that don't say you ain't homeless 121 00:11:01,578 --> 00:11:04,081 - it just stopped you being helpless - oh yeah ? 122 00:11:04,832 --> 00:11:07,334 if you consider you're not homeless once you get down here 123 00:11:07,543 --> 00:11:09,419 you'll be ... (?) those bricks all your life 124 00:11:10,879 --> 00:11:12,756 shit, i got real comfortable down here 125 00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:14,842 in this fucking dump and shit man 126 00:11:15,050 --> 00:11:16,301 let's face it man 127 00:11:16,510 --> 00:11:19,012 i mean like, down here i don't have to pay no bills, no nothing 128 00:11:19,221 --> 00:11:21,723 look at me, i'm shaving with... i'm using power red line (?) 129 00:11:21,932 --> 00:11:23,809 don't even have to pay the motherfucking bills and shit 130 00:11:25,269 --> 00:11:28,188 i mean that's part of comfortability and shit 131 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:29,731 you know what i'm sayin ? 132 00:11:29,857 --> 00:11:31,733 turn the tv on, leave the tv on all night 133 00:11:31,942 --> 00:11:33,819 don't have to worrry about paying ... (?) 134 00:11:35,070 --> 00:11:36,321 that's fucked up 135 00:11:36,530 --> 00:11:38,574 but that's one of the reason i got so confortable 136 00:11:41,326 --> 00:11:43,203 in winter time i don't freeze... 137 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:45,497 summer time i don't burn up ! 138 00:11:46,957 --> 00:11:49,459 only thing we ain't got down here is running water 139 00:11:49,668 --> 00:11:52,171 and we did have that down here, believe it or not, at one time 140 00:11:52,379 --> 00:11:53,630 we had running water 141 00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:55,924 of course i got fucking comfortable, man 142 00:11:56,133 --> 00:11:57,384 i got too god damn comfortable 143 00:11:57,593 --> 00:12:00,095 that's why i'm really pissed off at myself, man 144 00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:03,015 cause i lost 5-6 years of my motherfucking life 145 00:12:03,015 --> 00:12:04,266 being down this motherfucker 146 00:12:49,520 --> 00:12:51,396 i'm gonna go out, make me some money man 147 00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:54,358 i got to get paid 148 00:12:55,776 --> 00:12:57,653 gotta make that allmighty dollar 149 00:12:59,404 --> 00:13:00,656 so what's happening ? 150 00:13:03,450 --> 00:13:05,327 i got to do my normal, man, i got to go out 151 00:13:05,494 --> 00:13:07,371 try to find me something to sell 152 00:13:08,038 --> 00:13:10,541 first i got to find out what i got here from last night 153 00:13:10,999 --> 00:13:12,876 i got these off ... (?) on 75th street 154 00:13:13,085 --> 00:13:14,962 cds... you know what i'm saying ? 155 00:13:16,296 --> 00:13:18,799 i can sell these to my man on east 2nd street 156 00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:21,844 these some good cds 157 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:23,846 plus i got a couple of books 158 00:13:25,389 --> 00:13:27,266 hey i'm gonna get paid brother 159 00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:29,977 you know how us homeless guys do it 160 00:13:30,352 --> 00:13:32,229 we got to make a dollar 161 00:13:33,730 --> 00:13:36,233 this is my motherfucking van here 162 00:13:36,441 --> 00:13:38,318 that's right, that's my van 163 00:13:38,735 --> 00:13:40,612 that's right, that's a bad motherfucker 164 00:13:40,821 --> 00:13:42,698 to a whole new ride ! 165 00:13:43,782 --> 00:13:46,285 this is my motherfucking station wagon 166 00:13:46,952 --> 00:13:48,829 if you notice, they're the biggest ones 167 00:13:49,037 --> 00:13:50,914 and they ... (?) motherfucking kids 168 00:13:51,582 --> 00:13:53,458 ... (?) fucking wagon 169 00:13:54,001 --> 00:13:55,252 you understand what i'm saying ? 170 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:56,962 and the reason why i'm saying this 171 00:13:57,087 --> 00:14:00,424 because each one of them fucking carts contains something 172 00:14:00,716 --> 00:14:01,967 and what's that something ? 173 00:14:02,009 --> 00:14:03,010 money ! 174 00:14:03,093 --> 00:14:04,970 that's why they say more money, 175 00:14:05,012 --> 00:14:07,097 mo' money, mo' money... 176 00:14:07,306 --> 00:14:09,183 and more motherfucking money ! 177 00:14:09,808 --> 00:14:11,059 you know what i'm saying ? 178 00:14:11,894 --> 00:14:13,145 free enterprises 179 00:14:13,812 --> 00:14:15,063 what people throw away 180 00:14:15,522 --> 00:14:16,773 other people can use 181 00:14:18,650 --> 00:14:21,153 when they can use it, i get paid for it 182 00:14:21,403 --> 00:14:22,654 because i found it 183 00:14:23,071 --> 00:14:26,825 and half of the time, it'd be in perfect working condition 184 00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:29,286 it'd be just like new 185 00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:34,374 but down here, man, you'd be surprised the stuff that i've been founding 186 00:14:35,209 --> 00:14:37,711 and i've been selling, and getting top dollar for 187 00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:41,882 like vcrs, color televisions 188 00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:45,886 little portable televisions like this 189 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:49,556 you know what i'm sayin... i found that 190 00:14:50,474 --> 00:14:52,976 heaters like this, you know what i'm sayin 191 00:14:53,268 --> 00:14:54,520 now i don't sell everything, 192 00:14:54,645 --> 00:14:56,730 stuff that i can use, i keep 193 00:14:58,065 --> 00:15:00,984 but stuff that i can't use, i sell 194 00:15:03,028 --> 00:15:06,782 everything you got, that you paid for, i can... 195 00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,576 9 times out of 10, i will go out there and find it 196 00:15:10,077 --> 00:15:11,954 and it be in perfect working condition 197 00:15:12,037 --> 00:15:13,288 and i'll sell it 198 00:15:14,832 --> 00:15:16,917 that's the name of the game, hustler 199 00:15:17,084 --> 00:15:18,335 i'm a hustler bro 200 00:15:19,127 --> 00:15:20,379 i get paid 201 00:15:26,426 --> 00:15:28,637 i'm putting this sign... no crack 202 00:15:31,265 --> 00:15:33,767 cause they've been knocking on my house, sometimes... 203 00:15:35,227 --> 00:15:37,104 and they wanna borrow a stim(?) 204 00:15:38,522 --> 00:15:39,773 and i don't smoke crack no more 205 00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:42,484 so you know... 206 00:15:44,903 --> 00:15:46,154 crack fucked me up 207 00:15:46,572 --> 00:15:47,823 crack got me down here 208 00:15:48,365 --> 00:15:50,242 well crack helped me get down here 209 00:15:51,577 --> 00:15:52,828 and then, now i stopped 210 00:15:54,621 --> 00:15:57,124 and it took me a fucking long time to realise 211 00:15:57,207 --> 00:15:58,667 that that shit wasn't, you know... 212 00:15:59,501 --> 00:16:01,003 that wasn't it, that wasn't me 213 00:16:02,796 --> 00:16:04,673 so i don't want them in my house 214 00:16:04,715 --> 00:16:07,009 because if i see it around me everytime 215 00:16:07,593 --> 00:16:09,469 and i let people smoke in my house 216 00:16:09,511 --> 00:16:10,971 then i'm gonna get the urge 217 00:16:12,389 --> 00:16:14,266 it's bad enough that sometimes... 218 00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:16,560 i stopped crack already for a long time, 219 00:16:16,602 --> 00:16:18,020 for more than 3 years now 220 00:16:20,189 --> 00:16:22,065 and sometimes i wake up with the urge 221 00:16:23,525 --> 00:16:25,402 and i haven't done it for more 3 years 222 00:16:25,485 --> 00:16:27,988 and sometimes i still wake up with the urge to smoke it... 223 00:16:28,071 --> 00:16:29,323 but i fight it 224 00:16:30,199 --> 00:16:32,701 and then i'm gonna have these people knocking on my house 225 00:16:33,285 --> 00:16:34,745 talking about if i got a stim(?) 226 00:16:34,912 --> 00:16:36,788 or if they could go inside and smoke 227 00:16:38,665 --> 00:16:40,751 that shit is gonna fuck me all up again 228 00:16:42,544 --> 00:16:44,838 so i said, well let me go ahead and put a sign 229 00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:46,757 so that way these arseholes can read it 230 00:16:48,926 --> 00:16:50,177 and don't knock 231 00:16:52,888 --> 00:16:54,139 i do like you do sometimes 232 00:16:54,181 --> 00:16:55,432 heat it up a little bit 233 00:16:56,975 --> 00:16:58,852 ... (?) not used to wasting it you know 234 00:17:00,103 --> 00:17:01,772 just heat it up a little bit 235 00:17:21,959 --> 00:17:23,210 good good 236 00:17:30,008 --> 00:17:31,468 this is one of the things i... 237 00:17:31,969 --> 00:17:34,054 keep to keep myself a little safer 238 00:17:34,263 --> 00:17:36,765 than what i'm supposed to be down here 239 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:38,767 but i usually set up this trap 240 00:17:38,767 --> 00:17:40,644 with these pans and everything over here 241 00:17:43,313 --> 00:17:44,565 simply... 242 00:17:45,357 --> 00:17:47,234 put a pan like that 243 00:17:48,026 --> 00:17:49,695 put a little pencil underneath it 244 00:17:50,737 --> 00:17:51,989 so that... 245 00:17:52,322 --> 00:17:54,825 it'll roll if somebody dodgy comes by 246 00:17:56,910 --> 00:17:58,162 put it like that, 247 00:17:58,787 --> 00:18:00,038 ...(?) 248 00:18:07,087 --> 00:18:08,130 come over here, 249 00:18:08,172 --> 00:18:10,048 and tie it to the other side underneath 250 00:18:10,674 --> 00:18:11,925 so that way you know, 251 00:18:12,259 --> 00:18:13,927 even if they got a flash light 252 00:18:14,094 --> 00:18:15,345 they can't really see 253 00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:17,639 in the dark down here, they can't really see 254 00:18:20,017 --> 00:18:21,685 and you tie it to over here, 255 00:18:22,769 --> 00:18:24,229 not very tight, but... 256 00:18:26,773 --> 00:18:29,067 whatever movement you give it from up there 257 00:18:31,111 --> 00:18:32,070 so like... 258 00:18:32,196 --> 00:18:34,239 when you walk by it, you know 259 00:18:37,159 --> 00:18:38,827 when you trip the wire 260 00:18:39,161 --> 00:18:41,246 you can see that at night time, you know 261 00:18:41,538 --> 00:18:43,624 but people that don't really know 262 00:18:43,624 --> 00:18:45,083 what's going on 263 00:18:45,292 --> 00:18:46,960 and they're just looking around, 264 00:18:47,169 --> 00:18:48,837 looking to find something, 265 00:18:48,921 --> 00:18:50,797 or steal something or whatever 266 00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:53,050 when you walk by it, 267 00:18:53,425 --> 00:18:54,885 you trip the trap, 268 00:18:55,677 --> 00:18:57,346 make all that noise 269 00:19:00,933 --> 00:19:02,392 damn, y'all still here ? 270 00:19:03,977 --> 00:19:05,854 y'all must wanna hang out with me or something 271 00:19:08,065 --> 00:19:10,150 if y'all think i can't keep up, come on 272 00:19:10,442 --> 00:19:12,528 because i'm gonna get paid about right now 273 00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:18,492 i'm ready to go out and make me some money 274 00:19:24,164 --> 00:19:26,041 i bet you i come back with 10 dollars 275 00:19:26,583 --> 00:19:27,835 i'm gonna get paid 276 00:19:28,252 --> 00:19:29,711 and there's no doubt about it 277 00:19:36,635 --> 00:19:38,929 80% of the population down here are crackheads 278 00:19:39,930 --> 00:19:41,390 and that might be an understatement 279 00:19:41,473 --> 00:19:42,933 might be a little more than that 280 00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:45,686 it's really bad you know because they smoke this shit 281 00:19:45,769 --> 00:19:47,020 and they get so hooked up on it 282 00:19:47,563 --> 00:19:49,022 they just lose sight of reality 283 00:19:49,439 --> 00:19:50,691 they don't take care of themselves 284 00:19:50,858 --> 00:19:52,109 half of them don't wash their arse 285 00:19:52,943 --> 00:19:54,194 and they always all so bullshit 286 00:19:54,319 --> 00:19:56,196 and they always think that somebody is out to get them 287 00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:57,322 and stuff like that 288 00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:00,159 it's really fucked up you know 289 00:20:00,576 --> 00:20:03,078 i've seen guys... sell coats right of their back 290 00:20:03,162 --> 00:20:05,455 in the middle of winter when its 20 degrees outside 291 00:20:05,497 --> 00:20:06,748 just to support a drug habit 292 00:20:07,249 --> 00:20:08,709 see how people can let something... 293 00:20:09,293 --> 00:20:10,544 something do that to them 294 00:20:10,586 --> 00:20:12,254 take control of your life like that 295 00:20:12,796 --> 00:20:14,464 myself i can't go out like that 296 00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:18,302 it was the new year 297 00:20:18,385 --> 00:20:20,888 i was sitting in the room with my little step daughter 298 00:20:21,430 --> 00:20:23,515 i was sitting in the room and shit 299 00:20:24,016 --> 00:20:25,893 and then they called me over to the room 300 00:20:26,518 --> 00:20:28,395 and they told me : you wanna get high ? 301 00:20:28,896 --> 00:20:30,355 you know, you want some crack... 302 00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:31,857 i said no, you know, i tried that shit 303 00:20:32,065 --> 00:20:33,525 that shit doesn't do nothing to me 304 00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:35,402 so... 305 00:20:35,569 --> 00:20:37,446 they say well try this 306 00:20:38,739 --> 00:20:41,033 so what they did was to put rez 307 00:20:41,283 --> 00:20:42,951 they cook it up, and they put rez 308 00:20:43,118 --> 00:20:45,245 and then they put crack on top of the rez 309 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:48,290 i didn't know anything about that shit 310 00:20:48,457 --> 00:20:49,917 and when i smoked that shit 311 00:20:50,042 --> 00:20:53,170 that shit fucking rocked my fuckin legs man 312 00:20:54,379 --> 00:20:56,465 and my shit is like... you know... i like to OD 313 00:20:56,548 --> 00:20:58,717 i like to almost OD on drugs 314 00:20:59,218 --> 00:21:01,094 i like to go to the highest 315 00:21:01,845 --> 00:21:03,096 man, i loved it, 316 00:21:03,222 --> 00:21:04,473 i loved it 317 00:21:05,974 --> 00:21:07,976 and i kept smoking, kept smoking 318 00:21:08,143 --> 00:21:10,646 but i never got to get back to that... 319 00:21:10,771 --> 00:21:12,022 that first high, yeah ? 320 00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:13,982 that first high, i never got it 321 00:21:14,900 --> 00:21:16,568 and i wasted so much money 322 00:21:18,862 --> 00:21:20,322 i made a mess of myself 323 00:21:20,447 --> 00:21:22,324 you see what mess i'm into now 324 00:21:22,866 --> 00:21:24,117 you know what i'm sayin ? 325 00:21:24,243 --> 00:21:25,494 because i wanted that high 326 00:21:39,424 --> 00:21:41,093 you know, my wife kicked me out 327 00:21:43,220 --> 00:21:45,514 she had my fuckin clothes packed bro 328 00:21:45,639 --> 00:21:46,932 swear to god man 329 00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:49,518 she had my fuckin clothes packed when i left man 330 00:21:50,477 --> 00:21:51,728 because she told me, 331 00:21:52,354 --> 00:21:53,814 it's either the drugs or me 332 00:21:53,897 --> 00:21:54,940 and i kept sayin her 333 00:21:55,023 --> 00:21:56,900 but i kept fuckin going back to the drugs 334 00:21:57,734 --> 00:21:58,986 one day when i went home 335 00:21:59,027 --> 00:22:00,904 my clothes were all packed man 336 00:22:08,745 --> 00:22:10,622 today is a fucked up day and shit man 337 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,668 but this dumpster is empty 338 00:22:15,377 --> 00:22:16,837 there ain't shit in here 339 00:22:17,629 --> 00:22:20,340 this shit used to be stacked up to the top with garbage 340 00:22:20,799 --> 00:22:22,676 you'd be walking around on the edge of this shit 341 00:22:22,676 --> 00:22:23,719 no more garbage 342 00:22:24,178 --> 00:22:25,637 i'd spent about 45 minutes 343 00:22:25,721 --> 00:22:27,598 trying to go through all of this bullshit in here 344 00:22:28,432 --> 00:22:29,683 there ain't shit in here today 345 00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:31,310 nothing 346 00:22:31,768 --> 00:22:33,020 nothing but garbage 347 00:22:40,694 --> 00:22:41,486 what did you say about this spot ? 348 00:22:43,822 --> 00:22:45,699 this spot here, there's always a lot of plastics 349 00:22:45,866 --> 00:22:47,743 nothing ... really good ... cans (?) 350 00:22:48,160 --> 00:22:49,828 there's always been a lot of plastic and stuff 351 00:22:51,121 --> 00:22:52,372 i used to get like... 352 00:22:53,081 --> 00:22:55,167 i used to get like 3 or 4 dollars worth of cans out of here 353 00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:57,669 but i used to get like two bags, maybe two and a half bags, 354 00:22:57,794 --> 00:22:58,837 like this, of plastics 355 00:23:20,025 --> 00:23:21,693 what is the best thing you sell ? 356 00:23:22,027 --> 00:23:23,278 the best thing i sell ? 357 00:23:25,197 --> 00:23:26,448 it's hard to say... 358 00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:30,244 what sells the best ? 359 00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:32,496 nasty movies ! 360 00:23:33,121 --> 00:23:34,790 nasty faggot movies 361 00:23:36,083 --> 00:23:37,751 them dicks be slanging and shit 362 00:23:37,835 --> 00:23:39,086 them faggots be gathering around 363 00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:41,213 they'd be mugging you for that shit man 364 00:23:42,089 --> 00:23:43,090 i mean... 365 00:23:43,090 --> 00:23:44,925 basically the whole faggot books 366 00:23:44,967 --> 00:23:46,385 and the faggot movies sell quicker than... 367 00:23:47,344 --> 00:23:49,012 girly books and girly movies 368 00:23:49,137 --> 00:23:51,014 i know me and my partner had like... 369 00:23:51,932 --> 00:23:53,809 forty-some faggot books up there and shit 370 00:23:53,851 --> 00:23:55,727 ... 371 00:23:56,103 --> 00:23:58,605 we sold all of them before we sold any other book 372 00:23:59,773 --> 00:24:01,650 watch them faggots ... (?) see them dicks hanging out 373 00:24:01,984 --> 00:24:03,235 ... (?) backing up man 374 00:24:04,695 --> 00:24:06,572 i had a motherfucking crowd, yeah ! 375 00:24:08,490 --> 00:24:09,533 that's what sells 376 00:24:09,741 --> 00:24:10,993 anything in porno, 377 00:24:11,160 --> 00:24:12,411 mainly sissy 378 00:24:18,083 --> 00:24:19,960 right now see i'm too early, or too late, 379 00:24:20,836 --> 00:24:22,087 ain't nothing out here, 380 00:24:22,129 --> 00:24:23,380 not yet anyway 381 00:24:23,547 --> 00:24:25,841 but it'll get better, it's definitely gonna pick up 382 00:24:26,550 --> 00:24:28,427 by the end of the day, how much do you have ? 383 00:24:29,303 --> 00:24:31,180 usually on fridays, if i work all day 384 00:24:31,305 --> 00:24:33,807 about 70$, 60 or 70 bucks 385 00:24:34,933 --> 00:24:36,810 i have enough to play around a little bit 386 00:24:38,687 --> 00:24:39,938 stinking rich... 387 00:24:40,314 --> 00:24:42,816 i call it being cracking rich for the day 388 00:24:43,650 --> 00:24:45,944 because i got enough money to go out there 389 00:24:46,069 --> 00:24:47,946 to basically do what i want to do for a day or two 390 00:24:48,322 --> 00:24:49,781 it gets me through the week end 391 00:24:50,699 --> 00:24:52,993 i take saturdays and sundays off just to chill, you know... 392 00:24:55,204 --> 00:24:56,455 i've always done that... 393 00:25:38,914 --> 00:25:40,582 i ran away from home when i was 16 394 00:25:43,168 --> 00:25:45,045 got tired of putting up with my parents bullshit 395 00:25:45,337 --> 00:25:46,797 so i just said fuck then i left 396 00:25:48,131 --> 00:25:49,591 my father was a dope fiend, 397 00:25:50,300 --> 00:25:51,552 an alcoholic 398 00:25:52,427 --> 00:25:53,887 my mother she didn't give a fuck 399 00:25:53,971 --> 00:25:55,639 she'd let my father beat on her, 400 00:25:55,722 --> 00:25:56,974 beat on me and my sisters 401 00:25:57,724 --> 00:25:58,767 she wouldn't say anything 402 00:25:58,851 --> 00:25:59,893 she wouldn't do anything 403 00:26:01,687 --> 00:26:04,189 i haven't spoken to them in 10 years and i don't care too 404 00:26:04,398 --> 00:26:06,066 couldn't give a damn ... (?) now 405 00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:08,652 they had 16 years to love me 406 00:26:08,694 --> 00:26:09,903 and treat me like a son 407 00:26:09,987 --> 00:26:11,446 and much less treat me like a human being 408 00:26:11,530 --> 00:26:12,781 and they couldn't do it then, 409 00:26:12,823 --> 00:26:14,074 and they couldn't do it now 410 00:26:14,158 --> 00:26:15,409 so i couldn't give a damn about them 411 00:26:15,492 --> 00:26:16,535 they gave me life, that's enough 412 00:26:16,577 --> 00:26:17,619 that's all i thank them for 413 00:26:28,505 --> 00:26:29,464 alright 414 00:26:30,007 --> 00:26:31,258 there goes the egg 415 00:26:33,427 --> 00:26:35,304 - what are you making ? - corn bread 416 00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:39,391 country corn bread 417 00:26:40,726 --> 00:26:41,977 here goes the mayo 418 00:26:53,864 --> 00:26:55,115 here goes all the water 419 00:26:57,618 --> 00:26:58,869 how did you learn how to make that ? 420 00:27:00,078 --> 00:27:02,581 when you're from the country you learn how raise it, grind it, 421 00:27:03,916 --> 00:27:05,167 and cook it ! 422 00:27:10,839 --> 00:27:12,090 pull it... shell it... 423 00:27:13,759 --> 00:27:15,010 let it grind... 424 00:27:23,352 --> 00:27:25,854 if it don't go right then, then there ain't no right in it 425 00:27:29,358 --> 00:27:31,026 get down, motherfucker 426 00:27:32,653 --> 00:27:34,321 get down, get the hell down 427 00:27:35,781 --> 00:27:36,782 fuck ! 428 00:27:37,783 --> 00:27:39,034 motherfucker bites man 429 00:27:39,493 --> 00:27:41,370 and all he does is go for the fucking hands 430 00:27:42,830 --> 00:27:44,081 alright get down 431 00:27:44,289 --> 00:27:45,290 stay there 432 00:27:45,541 --> 00:27:47,209 thats all he does is go for the hands 433 00:27:47,334 --> 00:27:48,418 he don't bullshit bro 434 00:27:57,678 --> 00:27:58,762 kick some ass 435 00:28:00,222 --> 00:28:01,890 this butter... (?) makes it taste better 436 00:28:01,890 --> 00:28:03,350 ... make it without it (?) 437 00:28:04,226 --> 00:28:05,894 sweet... (?) makes it more kinda... 438 00:28:06,395 --> 00:28:07,396 crumby 439 00:28:08,188 --> 00:28:09,857 butter... (?) makes it go together better 440 00:28:11,483 --> 00:28:12,943 and ...(?) sauce 441 00:28:13,569 --> 00:28:14,820 better taste too 442 00:28:16,154 --> 00:28:18,031 being homeless you can like... 443 00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:20,409 consider grow down here 444 00:28:21,118 --> 00:28:22,995 because if you're homeless on the street 445 00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:25,789 some have just what they got in their arms 446 00:28:25,998 --> 00:28:27,457 their little pack on their back 447 00:28:28,584 --> 00:28:30,878 if they get caught in the rain they ain't got shit 448 00:28:31,545 --> 00:28:33,005 just as simple as that 449 00:28:34,631 --> 00:28:36,091 so if you're homeless, 450 00:28:36,466 --> 00:28:37,926 this is the best spot 451 00:28:39,052 --> 00:28:40,721 you got a door with a lock on it 452 00:28:41,305 --> 00:28:42,556 you got a frigidaire 453 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:45,184 or you can come in, suggest what you want to eat 454 00:28:45,267 --> 00:28:46,727 you've got somewhere to cook it 455 00:28:46,768 --> 00:28:47,769 you can go by (?) (buy?) 456 00:28:48,187 --> 00:28:49,855 damn i think these ... (?) 457 00:28:49,897 --> 00:28:51,565 ... top off a little brown (?) 458 00:28:52,399 --> 00:28:54,693 ... (?) too much brown ... (?) with their top on 459 00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:57,571 you got a TV 460 00:28:58,447 --> 00:29:01,575 on top if you see a TV, you peep in the store and wonder (?) 461 00:29:03,994 --> 00:29:05,037 that's like... 462 00:29:05,829 --> 00:29:09,541 you like growing down here compared to being homeless anyway 463 00:29:14,796 --> 00:29:15,797 these are my doggies 464 00:29:15,839 --> 00:29:17,508 this is ladybug, the mummy 465 00:29:18,383 --> 00:29:20,052 i've had her for about 4 years 466 00:29:20,886 --> 00:29:22,554 and these are her little kids 467 00:29:22,596 --> 00:29:24,056 this is her little boy 468 00:29:24,515 --> 00:29:25,766 this is junior 469 00:29:29,019 --> 00:29:31,104 the other two are little girls, this is princess 470 00:29:31,813 --> 00:29:33,899 she has a bad leg, she once fell off the roof 471 00:29:34,775 --> 00:29:36,235 which is the reason why i built the pen 472 00:29:36,276 --> 00:29:37,736 to keep them up here so they are safer 473 00:29:37,778 --> 00:29:39,446 plus so that they don't wander all over the place 474 00:29:43,909 --> 00:29:44,910 this is the other little girl 475 00:29:44,952 --> 00:29:46,829 this is fanny, she looks just like her mum 476 00:29:48,997 --> 00:29:51,500 they're about... puppies are about a year and... 477 00:29:52,459 --> 00:29:53,919 about 14 months older 478 00:29:57,381 --> 00:29:59,258 this is my pet, 479 00:29:59,633 --> 00:30:00,884 my first one 480 00:30:02,010 --> 00:30:03,262 yeah... roger 481 00:30:03,387 --> 00:30:05,764 tammy brought this one to me you know ? 482 00:30:07,015 --> 00:30:08,684 and he's real cool 483 00:30:08,934 --> 00:30:11,228 he's a lazy cat but a pretty one 484 00:30:13,564 --> 00:30:14,606 he eats rats 485 00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:16,149 yeah, no... he does... 486 00:30:16,441 --> 00:30:17,693 but he really doesn't... 487 00:30:18,485 --> 00:30:20,362 but rusty does ! 488 00:30:21,113 --> 00:30:22,781 mr rusty over here 489 00:30:23,740 --> 00:30:24,783 eats martians ! 490 00:30:27,411 --> 00:30:29,288 oh my god (?), it's a mouse... 491 00:30:30,122 --> 00:30:31,999 rusty does eat rats 492 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,794 he doesn't eat them, he just plays with them 493 00:30:37,129 --> 00:30:38,797 and does a little damage 494 00:30:38,922 --> 00:30:41,008 so they don't come into my territory 495 00:30:41,884 --> 00:30:43,760 he's kinda like a trooper... 496 00:30:43,844 --> 00:30:45,512 a little protector... 497 00:30:46,305 --> 00:30:47,556 true protector ! 498 00:30:49,308 --> 00:30:50,976 that's my little rusty 499 00:30:58,609 --> 00:30:59,651 go outside 500 00:31:02,696 --> 00:31:04,156 fucking dog, man 501 00:31:07,701 --> 00:31:09,786 he plays... he plays too fucking rough 502 00:31:10,704 --> 00:31:11,747 look at that 503 00:31:14,082 --> 00:31:15,959 now we can play some darts 504 00:31:18,086 --> 00:31:19,129 he bit me man 505 00:31:19,129 --> 00:31:20,380 ... (?) 506 00:31:20,964 --> 00:31:23,050 yeah, on the r.. (?), i know... 507 00:31:26,678 --> 00:31:28,764 but who told me to get a dog you know ? 508 00:31:31,266 --> 00:31:32,518 who did tell you to get a dog ? 509 00:31:32,684 --> 00:31:34,770 who told me to get a dog ? 510 00:31:34,895 --> 00:31:36,980 the mother fucker who stole my tv and shit 511 00:31:37,981 --> 00:31:39,858 that's the motherfucker that made me get a dog... 512 00:31:41,401 --> 00:31:43,904 then we got the most famous gerbil 513 00:31:45,364 --> 00:31:47,032 mrs peaches ! 514 00:31:48,450 --> 00:31:50,118 she had 12 kids man 515 00:31:50,702 --> 00:31:52,371 peaches had 12 kids 516 00:31:53,288 --> 00:31:54,957 she was alright man 517 00:31:55,374 --> 00:31:57,459 mrs peaches was alright 518 00:31:57,793 --> 00:31:59,253 what did you do with the kids ? 519 00:32:01,255 --> 00:32:03,131 four of them died and... 520 00:32:04,216 --> 00:32:06,176 she ate the rest of them man 521 00:32:07,594 --> 00:32:09,263 i couldn't believe it man 522 00:32:11,390 --> 00:32:12,850 then we came to found out 523 00:32:13,016 --> 00:32:14,893 that they do eat their young 524 00:32:15,894 --> 00:32:18,397 how the fuck are they so many of them then ? 525 00:32:19,940 --> 00:32:20,983 they all fuck ! 526 00:32:22,651 --> 00:32:25,988 this is my precious flying babes man 527 00:32:26,822 --> 00:32:28,699 wanna talk about an airplane ? 528 00:32:29,449 --> 00:32:31,243 this is mrs bleecks man 529 00:32:31,827 --> 00:32:35,038 when she flew around she used to fucking... 530 00:32:35,539 --> 00:32:37,332 the papers, and the clothes, 531 00:32:37,374 --> 00:32:39,126 and everything went flying 532 00:32:39,459 --> 00:32:40,711 the rats, every... 533 00:32:40,752 --> 00:32:43,463 everybody went flying when mrs bleachs got out of her cage 534 00:32:44,798 --> 00:32:46,675 i should've never kept her in a cage 535 00:32:47,176 --> 00:32:49,678 and for me keeping her in a cage, she got killed 536 00:32:51,555 --> 00:32:54,057 but mrs bleecks was the best man 537 00:32:54,766 --> 00:32:56,852 not the best, but close to it 538 00:32:57,519 --> 00:32:58,770 as roger was... 539 00:33:02,357 --> 00:33:03,609 don't start your shit 540 00:33:05,694 --> 00:33:07,779 hey, come here. what did i tell you about that ? 541 00:33:07,988 --> 00:33:09,281 didn't i tell you about your bullshit ? 542 00:33:09,364 --> 00:33:10,699 get the fuck over there, you can wait 543 00:33:11,158 --> 00:33:12,826 get over there, you can wait till they eat 544 00:33:14,661 --> 00:33:15,496 arsehole... 545 00:33:15,537 --> 00:33:16,371 come here bugs ! 546 00:33:18,081 --> 00:33:19,541 go eat 547 00:33:19,750 --> 00:33:20,667 come here fanny... 548 00:34:48,797 --> 00:34:51,300 i had some problems with a fellow 549 00:34:52,634 --> 00:34:54,511 and he threatened to burn my house down 550 00:34:55,804 --> 00:34:57,055 and i didn't believe it 551 00:35:07,441 --> 00:35:10,777 but to think that somebody would actually burn down my hut... 552 00:35:12,404 --> 00:35:14,281 and hoping that i was in it 553 00:35:29,671 --> 00:35:31,131 she got burnt out man 554 00:35:31,882 --> 00:35:33,342 what the fuck can i say ? 555 00:35:33,383 --> 00:35:34,635 she got burn out 556 00:35:34,676 --> 00:35:37,179 she did somebody wrong and they set her arse on fire 557 00:35:37,888 --> 00:35:40,182 which i do feel bad, 558 00:35:40,933 --> 00:35:42,809 and its not funny, because that can happen to anybody 559 00:35:43,352 --> 00:35:44,603 that can happen to anybody 560 00:35:44,937 --> 00:35:47,439 but that's one of the things you have to go through living in the street 561 00:35:49,608 --> 00:35:50,859 you're on your own down here, man 562 00:35:50,901 --> 00:35:51,902 you're on your own 563 00:35:52,778 --> 00:35:54,238 you can't go round (?) to the police 564 00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:56,532 the police are going to tell you to get the fuck out of here 565 00:35:57,658 --> 00:35:59,326 they'll listen but don't listen (?) 566 00:36:00,369 --> 00:36:02,037 what party is gonna come all the way down here 567 00:36:02,079 --> 00:36:03,330 in this motherfucking tumble(?) 568 00:36:03,372 --> 00:36:05,457 just to investigate a goddamn fire 569 00:36:05,499 --> 00:36:06,959 you're ain't no more a fucking taxpayer 570 00:36:07,209 --> 00:36:08,669 i feel sorry for dee though man 571 00:36:08,919 --> 00:36:10,170 because like, 572 00:36:10,712 --> 00:36:12,172 she had a little building down there 573 00:36:12,548 --> 00:36:15,050 but she'll get it again, just like she got... 574 00:36:15,092 --> 00:36:16,969 i don't think she paid for no boards 575 00:36:17,094 --> 00:36:19,388 and whatever she lost, she'll find it 576 00:36:20,013 --> 00:36:21,473 she'll get something up 577 00:36:32,526 --> 00:36:34,611 i walked around for a little while 578 00:36:35,445 --> 00:36:37,739 after crying and hurt 579 00:36:38,365 --> 00:36:39,616 i went to ralphie 580 00:36:39,992 --> 00:36:42,703 and i asked ralphie if i could stay in his house for a few days 581 00:36:42,744 --> 00:36:45,247 until i could find some more wood and stuff 582 00:36:45,289 --> 00:36:46,957 to build another hut for myself 583 00:36:51,712 --> 00:36:53,172 you're going to put eggs in there too ? 584 00:36:53,839 --> 00:36:54,840 sure... 585 00:36:56,675 --> 00:36:58,135 eggs, mustard... 586 00:36:59,136 --> 00:37:01,013 that's what make it taste so good ! 587 00:37:03,140 --> 00:37:05,434 don't stretch your luck now, you've been ok today 588 00:37:05,475 --> 00:37:06,935 i haven't bust your ass today 589 00:37:07,936 --> 00:37:08,937 get over here 590 00:37:09,855 --> 00:37:11,732 stretch it here, get here 591 00:37:12,232 --> 00:37:13,233 that's cool 592 00:37:14,234 --> 00:37:15,694 i got to feed the dog 593 00:37:15,736 --> 00:37:18,030 the dog was already fed, his food is prepared 594 00:37:18,947 --> 00:37:20,824 all you got to do is put in in the bowl 595 00:37:23,827 --> 00:37:25,913 we got to make some collie(?) green someday 596 00:37:26,622 --> 00:37:28,916 they ain't nothing (?) but just roll them up, cut em 597 00:37:29,917 --> 00:37:32,419 that ain't all to it, you got to clean them suckers 598 00:37:32,669 --> 00:37:34,338 yeah, i know you got to clean them 599 00:37:34,379 --> 00:37:36,882 clean them from the bugs that they collect 600 00:37:38,383 --> 00:37:40,052 yeah, i know how to do that 601 00:37:40,177 --> 00:37:41,178 i clean them, 602 00:37:42,179 --> 00:37:43,639 and then i roll them up 603 00:37:44,139 --> 00:37:46,642 and i cut them in little slices 604 00:37:54,650 --> 00:37:56,109 cold water... 605 00:37:56,568 --> 00:37:58,654 i know, cold water is no good to wash that 606 00:37:58,695 --> 00:38:00,364 well, thanks a lot ! 607 00:38:02,241 --> 00:38:04,743 i told you, i just take the spaghetti 608 00:38:05,035 --> 00:38:07,329 and put the top on and just go like that... 609 00:38:07,412 --> 00:38:08,455 it's simple, man 610 00:38:08,956 --> 00:38:10,415 instead of going through all that 611 00:38:10,666 --> 00:38:12,751 well you cook different from i do 612 00:38:15,254 --> 00:38:16,922 i mean we're homeless people... 613 00:38:16,964 --> 00:38:18,215 yeah we're homeless people, 614 00:38:18,423 --> 00:38:20,926 but if you know how to cook, cook right ! 615 00:39:12,853 --> 00:39:14,104 olive oil... 616 00:39:16,565 --> 00:39:17,566 it's not that, dee 617 00:39:17,608 --> 00:39:19,276 - dee, it's not that - then what is it ? 618 00:39:19,735 --> 00:39:22,654 if you're going to come and drink out of the fucking cup 619 00:39:23,363 --> 00:39:25,032 and then you're going to lay the cup there 620 00:39:25,407 --> 00:39:27,075 and then you're going to go out 621 00:39:27,117 --> 00:39:29,620 and then the cup is going to be there, dirty 622 00:39:30,579 --> 00:39:32,456 all goddamn... for two days 623 00:39:32,998 --> 00:39:34,458 then i'm going to throw it out 624 00:39:34,500 --> 00:39:36,168 i bet you didn't do that to your wife, did you ? 625 00:39:36,293 --> 00:39:39,213 no i did't do that to her, because she would've kicked my ass 626 00:39:39,254 --> 00:39:41,340 yeah she would've kicked that ass boy ! 627 00:39:44,134 --> 00:39:47,054 but i have to do it now, because of the situation that we live in 628 00:39:48,263 --> 00:39:50,974 if you leave shit on the floor, what happens ? 629 00:39:52,100 --> 00:39:53,101 what will happen ? 630 00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:55,229 i bet you didn't do that shit to your wife... 631 00:39:55,729 --> 00:39:57,773 well when you have rats like we have here ? 632 00:39:57,814 --> 00:39:59,900 still, i bet you didn't do that shit to your wife... 633 00:40:00,192 --> 00:40:01,652 we didn't have rats like we have... 634 00:40:01,693 --> 00:40:04,404 she would've kick your ass all over that damn place 635 00:40:05,697 --> 00:40:07,366 - funny girl... - what cup was it ? 636 00:40:07,616 --> 00:40:09,284 it was a cup 637 00:40:09,701 --> 00:40:10,953 it was a large cup, 638 00:40:10,994 --> 00:40:12,454 one of them large cups 639 00:40:13,539 --> 00:40:15,833 that my friend brought back from a country 640 00:40:15,874 --> 00:40:17,751 where he went to on his vacation 641 00:40:18,377 --> 00:40:20,462 and it was kind of shaped like a mermaid 642 00:40:20,879 --> 00:40:22,130 with just a top like this... 643 00:40:22,172 --> 00:40:24,466 - that shit was from macdonalds man... - it was no damn macdonalds ! 644 00:40:24,633 --> 00:40:26,718 - that shit was from macdonalds... - it was not from macdonalds ! 645 00:40:26,802 --> 00:40:28,887 mcdonalds don't even have cups like that ! 646 00:40:28,929 --> 00:40:31,223 - i know, you got the last one ! - yeah, right... 647 00:40:31,390 --> 00:40:32,850 i didn't get the last one 648 00:40:32,933 --> 00:40:34,184 they don't even have cups like that ! 649 00:40:34,226 --> 00:40:36,311 and it had pepsi on the side 650 00:40:36,353 --> 00:40:37,813 because i got the top to it 651 00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:40,190 it got the straw to it 652 00:40:40,232 --> 00:40:41,692 and it got the cap to the straw 653 00:40:41,692 --> 00:40:43,360 - now mcdonalds don't even... - whoever gave her the cup, 654 00:40:43,402 --> 00:40:44,862 went to mcdonalds, got the cup, wrapped it up 655 00:40:44,862 --> 00:40:46,738 - and said hey baby here - yeah right... 656 00:40:46,822 --> 00:40:48,907 i got this from spain or some shit 657 00:40:49,449 --> 00:40:51,326 my friend don't do no shit like that 658 00:40:51,368 --> 00:40:52,369 yeah i don't know 659 00:40:53,036 --> 00:40:54,288 all i know is that... 660 00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,583 leave that dirty stuff here, and it's not clean... 661 00:41:02,671 --> 00:41:04,548 so where do you hide all that shit at ? 662 00:41:07,301 --> 00:41:08,760 i keep it in my food bucket 663 00:41:09,261 --> 00:41:10,929 i got a couple of food buckets... (?) 664 00:41:11,388 --> 00:41:13,056 keeping it in you're food bucket ? 665 00:41:14,766 --> 00:41:16,643 so where you put your pots and shit at ? 666 00:41:17,519 --> 00:41:18,270 where you see i'm at ! 667 00:41:21,190 --> 00:41:22,858 my man.. i mean 668 00:41:22,983 --> 00:41:24,860 i understand the situation 669 00:41:24,985 --> 00:41:26,445 but check it out my brother 670 00:41:26,820 --> 00:41:28,906 shit ain't that motherfucking rough now 671 00:41:29,114 --> 00:41:30,365 it can get better 672 00:41:31,408 --> 00:41:32,868 i know you survived 673 00:41:32,868 --> 00:41:34,536 and i respect that to the fullest 674 00:41:35,412 --> 00:41:38,957 with all these big motherfucking horses you got running around here 675 00:41:39,958 --> 00:41:41,627 you leave your shit right there ? 676 00:41:42,252 --> 00:41:44,129 yeah, i wash my shit, what's wrong with that ? 677 00:41:47,341 --> 00:41:50,052 you mean you got room in this motherfucker for a sink ? 678 00:41:51,803 --> 00:41:53,263 ... (?) 679 00:41:55,807 --> 00:41:57,684 the rats don't come when the dog is here 680 00:41:57,851 --> 00:41:59,311 they were coming through that hole 681 00:41:59,686 --> 00:42:01,563 - did they come in ? - fuckin yeah they came in 682 00:42:01,605 --> 00:42:02,856 but where was the dog ? 683 00:42:02,940 --> 00:42:04,191 the dog was outside ! 684 00:42:04,233 --> 00:42:06,944 if the dog was outside, he wouldn't let the rats come in 685 00:42:07,361 --> 00:42:08,362 hey listen, 686 00:42:08,445 --> 00:42:10,531 if the dog is outside, the rats are in here 687 00:42:10,572 --> 00:42:12,032 how the hell is the dog going to... 688 00:42:12,491 --> 00:42:14,785 why do you think the dog keeps woofing out there like that ? 689 00:42:14,827 --> 00:42:16,286 it keeps them from coming in here 690 00:42:16,328 --> 00:42:18,205 he'll be woofing that way and they're coming in through this way 691 00:42:18,247 --> 00:42:19,915 so the dog can be woofing over there... 692 00:42:19,957 --> 00:42:21,625 i ain't seen no rat up in here 693 00:42:21,667 --> 00:42:23,752 hey put it this way... you lost the cup 694 00:42:33,345 --> 00:42:35,013 see, to me, i'm a damn fool 695 00:42:36,306 --> 00:42:38,809 i sit here and battle with the motherfucker 696 00:42:38,851 --> 00:42:40,310 like i was ... (?) from last night 697 00:42:40,561 --> 00:42:42,437 that motherfucker woke me up last night 698 00:42:43,105 --> 00:42:44,565 ... (?) 699 00:42:44,606 --> 00:42:46,066 another one zooming by 700 00:42:47,151 --> 00:42:48,819 they're all trying to get inside here 701 00:42:48,652 --> 00:42:50,529 i mean, they're looking right at me 702 00:42:50,571 --> 00:42:51,822 and jumping and shit 703 00:42:51,864 --> 00:42:53,907 but i almost caught one of those motherfuckers last night 704 00:42:53,949 --> 00:42:55,200 suzie (?) jump, bam ! 705 00:42:55,242 --> 00:42:58,579 i didn't hit him directly on his motherfucking head 706 00:42:59,037 --> 00:43:00,497 but that motherfucker went away 707 00:43:01,957 --> 00:43:03,834 i know he didn't come back last night for no more 708 00:43:03,876 --> 00:43:05,502 he said fuck that, he had enough 709 00:43:05,711 --> 00:43:07,504 but he went and told his relatives 710 00:43:07,838 --> 00:43:08,839 i tell you man, 711 00:43:08,922 --> 00:43:10,382 i couldn't sleep at all last night 712 00:43:11,091 --> 00:43:12,759 it ain't going to be like that shit tonight ! 713 00:43:13,594 --> 00:43:15,053 it might be like that tonight 714 00:43:15,095 --> 00:43:16,763 but i know they aren't going to be full tonight 715 00:43:17,931 --> 00:43:20,225 like i can't get rid of this motherfucker 716 00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:24,062 ... (?)clean up behind him ... (?) 717 00:43:25,522 --> 00:43:28,025 he doesn't bring any company with him either, he's by himself 718 00:43:28,942 --> 00:43:29,943 motherfucker ! 719 00:43:32,821 --> 00:43:34,490 everytime i see this motherfucker 720 00:43:34,531 --> 00:43:37,451 that make me have a ... (?) nice sleep 721 00:43:37,493 --> 00:43:39,369 ... (?) i know he walks at night 722 00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:41,997 he walks at night, not trying to sleep 723 00:43:42,206 --> 00:43:44,500 so me and him aren't going to make it with that kind of shit 724 00:43:48,337 --> 00:43:49,338 i hope... 725 00:43:50,130 --> 00:43:51,131 ... (?) 726 00:43:52,466 --> 00:43:54,343 this may make him go under my bed 727 00:43:54,426 --> 00:43:56,094 but i ...(?) put that light out 728 00:43:56,136 --> 00:43:58,639 i hope he comes back to check his house out ... (?) 729 00:43:59,932 --> 00:44:01,808 and the food i have for him 730 00:44:01,850 --> 00:44:03,727 and then i've got some ... (?) 731 00:44:05,854 --> 00:44:07,940 right now i'm cooking something to eat 732 00:44:07,981 --> 00:44:09,483 because i'm tired of taking my shit 733 00:44:09,566 --> 00:44:11,443 i keep telling them, they don't have to take it 734 00:44:11,485 --> 00:44:12,736 just ask me for it 735 00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:16,532 i'll fix you a meal 736 00:44:16,615 --> 00:44:18,492 i'm definitely going to fix them something to eat 737 00:44:18,784 --> 00:44:20,244 i'm going to fix them a good meal 738 00:44:20,285 --> 00:44:21,745 after this they won't want no more 739 00:44:23,080 --> 00:44:25,374 they won't want anything else to eat after this 740 00:44:26,333 --> 00:44:28,210 because i'm going to put sausages, 741 00:44:28,752 --> 00:44:29,753 oatmeal 742 00:44:30,337 --> 00:44:32,631 i'm going to put the topping on top of it 743 00:44:32,881 --> 00:44:34,341 once i put that on top, 744 00:44:34,967 --> 00:44:36,426 all they'll want is water 745 00:44:36,552 --> 00:44:37,553 what is that ? 746 00:44:38,053 --> 00:44:39,054 poison ! 747 00:44:40,973 --> 00:44:42,641 they got some wise ass ... (?) out there 748 00:44:43,642 --> 00:44:44,893 get my pack of this 749 00:44:45,561 --> 00:44:47,229 a pack of this will keep them awake 750 00:44:48,188 --> 00:44:49,648 whilst i mix this all up 751 00:44:50,732 --> 00:44:52,401 they won't want anything else to eat 752 00:44:52,442 --> 00:44:53,902 because they'll be too full 753 00:44:54,153 --> 00:44:55,404 after they get their water, 754 00:44:55,445 --> 00:44:57,114 all they'll want to do is just lay down 755 00:44:57,865 --> 00:44:58,866 that's all 756 00:44:59,074 --> 00:45:01,368 and they won't want to get back up anymore 757 00:45:16,466 --> 00:45:17,926 it looks good, my friend 758 00:45:19,052 --> 00:45:21,138 i ain't gonna stand here and lie 759 00:45:21,638 --> 00:45:22,723 it look good 760 00:45:23,348 --> 00:45:25,642 - you want some don't you ? - no sir 761 00:45:27,436 --> 00:45:29,104 there are some things you do 762 00:45:29,479 --> 00:45:30,939 and some things you don't 763 00:45:32,024 --> 00:45:33,025 what's that ? 764 00:45:33,317 --> 00:45:35,194 that shit you're doing now 765 00:45:36,403 --> 00:45:38,071 what i'm doing now, i am eatin 766 00:45:38,280 --> 00:45:39,531 i understand that... 767 00:45:39,698 --> 00:45:41,158 this tastes good 768 00:45:41,700 --> 00:45:42,951 this is rice 769 00:45:44,161 --> 00:45:46,038 this is ham, fried 770 00:45:46,663 --> 00:45:48,123 seasoning real good 771 00:45:48,832 --> 00:45:50,709 and it tastes very good 772 00:45:50,751 --> 00:45:52,002 and its clean 773 00:45:53,337 --> 00:45:56,465 cleaner than the stuff that comes out of the kitchens of restaurants 774 00:45:56,924 --> 00:45:58,383 this is clean food 775 00:45:59,510 --> 00:46:00,886 and it tastes very good 776 00:46:01,011 --> 00:46:02,095 lot of flavour 777 00:46:02,137 --> 00:46:04,848 the food mike, it was clean food 778 00:46:08,685 --> 00:46:10,354 you cannot dump on this 779 00:46:11,980 --> 00:46:13,440 all you can do is just eat this 780 00:46:13,482 --> 00:46:15,359 and keep on eatin .. (?) want more 781 00:46:29,122 --> 00:46:30,582 hey yo tommy ! 782 00:46:31,083 --> 00:46:32,543 - what's up tommy ? - oh shit 783 00:46:33,293 --> 00:46:34,294 oh shit 784 00:46:34,378 --> 00:46:35,629 what's up man ? 785 00:46:39,466 --> 00:46:41,760 - when did they let you out ? - what's going on over here ? 786 00:46:42,135 --> 00:46:43,804 oh damn, yo, this is mark 787 00:46:43,846 --> 00:46:45,931 - this is my friend mark - what's up mark, how you doing ? 788 00:46:45,973 --> 00:46:47,432 this is my friend brian(?) i've been talking to you about 789 00:46:47,933 --> 00:46:50,435 - you lost a lot of weight... - no doubt, and yourself man 790 00:46:51,061 --> 00:46:53,564 - seriously, when did they let you out ? - ... (?) 791 00:46:53,981 --> 00:46:55,232 while you were up north ? 792 00:46:55,524 --> 00:46:56,525 proper... 793 00:46:56,567 --> 00:46:58,026 - what's up man ? - nothing man... 794 00:46:58,152 --> 00:46:59,403 i can't believe this shit 795 00:47:00,612 --> 00:47:01,613 holy shit... 796 00:47:01,655 --> 00:47:03,115 - no doubt ! - no doubt... 797 00:47:03,657 --> 00:47:05,325 8 and a half months kid... 798 00:47:05,367 --> 00:47:06,535 no doubt cous' ! too long... 799 00:47:08,203 --> 00:47:10,080 - ... (?) - oh shit 800 00:47:14,251 --> 00:47:15,919 looks nice on the back 801 00:47:19,256 --> 00:47:21,341 turn around 802 00:47:25,637 --> 00:47:27,306 what's so funny ? 803 00:47:27,431 --> 00:47:28,891 what the hell... 804 00:47:34,313 --> 00:47:36,398 don't be fucking around, dee 805 00:47:40,903 --> 00:47:42,779 holy shit ! fucking cold ! 806 00:47:45,449 --> 00:47:46,909 oh fuck 807 00:47:51,747 --> 00:47:53,624 {y:i}holy shit ! fucking cold ! 808 00:48:03,425 --> 00:48:04,885 {y:i}oh my goodness 809 00:48:14,978 --> 00:48:17,064 what do you expect with four dogs ? 810 00:48:17,898 --> 00:48:20,150 especially growing small puppies shitting a lot 811 00:48:27,241 --> 00:48:29,117 when i just had ladybugs, 812 00:48:29,243 --> 00:48:31,119 it never got like this, never 813 00:48:37,584 --> 00:48:38,836 {y:i}feels good does it ? 814 00:48:38,961 --> 00:48:40,546 it feels good but it's fucking cold ! 815 00:48:44,633 --> 00:48:46,301 {y:i}alright, just speed it up then 816 00:48:46,343 --> 00:48:47,594 holy shit ! 817 00:48:52,599 --> 00:48:54,476 {y:i}welcome back to the shit, right ? 818 00:49:30,053 --> 00:49:32,764 you're not going to start doing anything until you're ready to stop 819 00:49:33,265 --> 00:49:35,350 so don't you think its about time for you to stop ? 820 00:49:35,392 --> 00:49:37,686 no, when i get good and ready i'm gonna stop 821 00:49:37,853 --> 00:49:39,938 - and when is that ? - well i don't know... 822 00:49:41,148 --> 00:49:42,399 it could stop me ! 823 00:49:42,941 --> 00:49:43,942 so that's the problem, 824 00:49:43,984 --> 00:49:46,278 it could stop you instead of you stopping it 825 00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:48,614 yeah, but still, i don't like to be pushed 826 00:49:48,655 --> 00:49:50,115 i was smoking crack and i stopped 827 00:49:50,157 --> 00:49:51,617 yeah but you're smoking reefer 828 00:49:51,658 --> 00:49:53,327 i smoke reefer but i don't smoke crack 829 00:49:53,368 --> 00:49:55,454 read down this, it's still a narcotic 830 00:49:56,246 --> 00:49:57,498 there's a difference to it 831 00:49:57,498 --> 00:49:58,957 you're going to stop doing anything... 832 00:49:58,999 --> 00:50:00,250 there's a difference it 833 00:50:00,292 --> 00:50:02,169 you can smoke a fuckin bag of reefer 834 00:50:02,211 --> 00:50:03,879 and chill out in the morning... 835 00:50:03,921 --> 00:50:05,380 - i understand all that... - the only thing... 836 00:50:05,422 --> 00:50:06,882 - no, but check this out - it's still a drug 837 00:50:06,924 --> 00:50:09,009 - its still a drug, i don't care - dee, check this... 838 00:50:09,051 --> 00:50:10,302 anything you wan't, 839 00:50:10,302 --> 00:50:12,387 it's when you get ready to stop something 840 00:50:12,429 --> 00:50:14,306 you're going to stop it on your own 841 00:50:15,015 --> 00:50:17,100 - you don't have to... - i'm not saying that... 842 00:50:17,434 --> 00:50:18,894 - i'm not saying that - okay, but... 843 00:50:19,603 --> 00:50:22,105 by you keeping saying to me "stop smoking crack", 844 00:50:22,189 --> 00:50:24,274 it only makes me want to go out there and smoke more ! 845 00:50:24,316 --> 00:50:25,567 why ? are you a baby ? 846 00:50:25,943 --> 00:50:27,194 - you ain't no baby... - don't pressure me... 847 00:50:27,236 --> 00:50:28,487 that's pressure 848 00:50:28,862 --> 00:50:31,156 - that's putting pressure on me - so when are you going to stop ? 849 00:50:32,241 --> 00:50:34,117 when you stop putting pressure on me 850 00:50:34,576 --> 00:50:36,036 when you and other people 851 00:50:36,078 --> 00:50:37,955 - stop putting pressure on me - but you put it like i smoke reefer 852 00:50:37,955 --> 00:50:39,414 well i smoke reefer... 853 00:50:39,498 --> 00:50:40,958 i don't put pressure on you ! 854 00:50:41,250 --> 00:50:42,918 but what happens when i smoke reefer ? 855 00:50:42,960 --> 00:50:44,211 i sit down, i chill out... 856 00:50:44,253 --> 00:50:46,338 - i understand all that ! - and the only thing i do is eat 857 00:50:46,380 --> 00:50:49,091 but regardless... still the factor remains 858 00:50:50,259 --> 00:50:51,718 alright i'm not going to put any pressure on you 859 00:50:51,969 --> 00:50:53,637 you want to (?) that 860 00:50:53,887 --> 00:50:55,973 don't come back and say 861 00:50:56,265 --> 00:50:57,933 that you didn't do it when you did it 862 00:50:58,392 --> 00:50:59,643 don't come back over here 863 00:50:59,685 --> 00:51:01,979 - talking like you didn't do it - well don't even bother to ask me 864 00:51:02,229 --> 00:51:03,480 well don't bother to say it (?) 865 00:51:16,326 --> 00:51:19,246 i'm being punished for every god damn thing i did wrong 866 00:51:19,913 --> 00:51:22,207 and still got more punishement to come 867 00:51:22,791 --> 00:51:24,668 cause i've done so much shit wrong 868 00:51:26,879 --> 00:51:28,964 i mean i've done a lot of things wrong 869 00:51:30,007 --> 00:51:31,008 a lot 870 00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:35,179 i get to the point where sometimes i feel like crying 871 00:51:39,433 --> 00:51:41,310 sometimes i feel like crying... 872 00:51:43,645 --> 00:51:44,897 because i... 873 00:51:47,274 --> 00:51:49,568 (?) i was so damn selfish with myself 874 00:51:50,611 --> 00:51:52,070 with everybody around me, 875 00:51:52,279 --> 00:51:53,739 it was all about me 876 00:51:54,865 --> 00:51:57,159 i didn't care about what anybody thought 877 00:51:59,786 --> 00:52:01,038 i was fucked up 878 00:52:05,042 --> 00:52:06,293 i wouldn't listen 879 00:52:06,335 --> 00:52:08,837 i went to jail, i got caught robbing 880 00:52:10,214 --> 00:52:12,925 i went to jail, let's say today (?) 881 00:52:13,550 --> 00:52:15,636 yesterday my daughter was born 882 00:52:16,512 --> 00:52:17,763 i came out 883 00:52:18,180 --> 00:52:20,474 before my daughter was out of the hospital, 884 00:52:21,266 --> 00:52:22,935 i was back in jail 885 00:52:24,311 --> 00:52:26,814 then i came out 5 years later 886 00:52:27,940 --> 00:52:29,399 and stood out, 887 00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:31,860 like 2 months 888 00:52:32,486 --> 00:52:34,363 out of 10 years that i did in jail, 889 00:52:34,404 --> 00:52:36,698 i stood out 2 months and 2 weeks 890 00:52:37,282 --> 00:52:39,785 what happened when you were inside, to your daughter ? 891 00:52:40,744 --> 00:52:41,995 my daughter ? 892 00:52:42,746 --> 00:52:44,414 in 1976, 893 00:52:45,874 --> 00:52:47,543 76 ? yeah, in 76 894 00:52:48,585 --> 00:52:50,045 i was doing time 895 00:52:50,712 --> 00:52:52,381 and my daughter was raped 896 00:52:52,840 --> 00:52:55,133 she was 5 years old, she was raped, 897 00:52:55,926 --> 00:52:57,594 her leg was cut off, 898 00:52:58,095 --> 00:52:59,763 her arm was cut off, 899 00:53:00,347 --> 00:53:01,807 and she was burnt 900 00:53:04,685 --> 00:53:06,770 that made me feel fucked up 901 00:53:08,355 --> 00:53:10,858 because part of it, i think, is my fault 902 00:53:11,608 --> 00:53:13,068 because i should have been there 903 00:53:13,235 --> 00:53:15,112 instead of being in jail 904 00:53:15,112 --> 00:53:16,780 and doing what i was doing 905 00:53:16,738 --> 00:53:17,990 robbing... 906 00:53:18,407 --> 00:53:20,075 and doing all the things i was doing 907 00:53:23,328 --> 00:53:24,997 i wasn't taking care of her 908 00:54:41,490 --> 00:54:43,450 i went to detox i needed a break 909 00:54:44,451 --> 00:54:46,537 so that's where you were then detox 910 00:54:47,329 --> 00:54:49,665 we were fucking looking for you all over the fucking place 911 00:54:50,123 --> 00:54:52,251 hope you didn't go to jail 912 00:54:54,044 --> 00:54:56,088 but we had a nice ... ... (?) a menu 913 00:54:56,839 --> 00:54:57,214 a little bit yeah 914 00:54:58,423 --> 00:55:00,968 my friend used to eat eggplant for lunch 915 00:55:01,802 --> 00:55:03,804 now they don't have it regularly for lunch 916 00:55:04,179 --> 00:55:05,973 now they have that as the chef special 917 00:55:06,473 --> 00:55:08,308 so you only get that once a week 918 00:55:08,767 --> 00:55:09,601 that eggplant you mean ? 919 00:55:10,102 --> 00:55:10,811 that shit was great 920 00:55:11,270 --> 00:55:12,855 first time i was there that's the first thing i had 921 00:55:13,480 --> 00:55:14,481 i didn't even know what it was 922 00:55:15,107 --> 00:55:16,525 they get double portions 923 00:55:18,193 --> 00:55:19,486 eggplant parmesan ! 924 00:55:20,904 --> 00:55:21,905 i could eat that all fuckin day ! 925 00:55:22,447 --> 00:55:22,948 the first time i was there 926 00:55:23,490 --> 00:55:24,449 u don't get a chance to choose ur stuff 927 00:55:24,950 --> 00:55:25,909 they just give you whatever is laying around 928 00:55:26,285 --> 00:55:26,785 until later on 929 00:55:27,327 --> 00:55:28,495 but when i got there the first time 930 00:55:28,787 --> 00:55:29,454 thats the first thing they gave me 931 00:55:30,122 --> 00:55:32,958 *it's my favourite man* 932 00:55:33,250 --> 00:55:33,500 i said this dinner is great 933 00:55:33,667 --> 00:55:33,876 i didn't know what it was 934 00:55:34,543 --> 00:55:35,335 i never ate egglpant in my life 935 00:55:36,628 --> 00:55:37,588 i thought it was some weird shit 936 00:55:38,922 --> 00:55:41,341 eggplant ? who the hell eats that shit 937 00:55:41,967 --> 00:55:42,551 and it was good 938 00:55:43,093 --> 00:55:44,428 i always order that, every chance i get 939 00:55:54,188 --> 00:55:56,690 dunno what that is, i don't like it 940 00:55:58,108 --> 00:56:00,569 i only eat what i'm familiar with 941 00:56:01,570 --> 00:56:04,406 stuff i ain't never seen before 942 00:56:08,410 --> 00:56:09,912 yeah that's beef 943 00:56:11,288 --> 00:56:12,206 good stuff 944 00:56:13,207 --> 00:56:14,541 very very eadable 945 00:56:14,958 --> 00:56:15,292 very tasty too 946 00:56:19,171 --> 00:56:21,673 this one is the safest pile you could eat from 947 00:56:22,424 --> 00:56:25,928 cause the food is clean, plus its kocher 948 00:56:29,556 --> 00:56:31,016 once they throw the food they put it all in one bag 949 00:56:31,934 --> 00:56:36,605 they don't mix it up with garbage, coffee browns, trash 950 00:56:36,855 --> 00:56:37,064 and nothing like that 951 00:56:37,648 --> 00:56:38,941 it all be clean 952 00:56:43,821 --> 00:56:47,574 take a few of everything man and tie the bag back up 953 00:56:48,116 --> 00:56:49,159 put in in the back (?) 954 00:56:54,915 --> 00:56:55,499 ... (?) 955 00:56:55,958 --> 00:56:56,291 where ? 956 00:57:02,798 --> 00:57:04,883 i got a whole fucking bag of donuts man ! 957 00:57:05,175 --> 00:57:05,467 look at that shit 958 00:57:06,343 --> 00:57:07,553 and these are today's donuts 959 00:57:08,303 --> 00:57:09,054 u want one ? 960 00:57:11,098 --> 00:57:11,932 these are good 961 00:57:13,183 --> 00:57:14,518 they're fucking good 962 00:57:14,977 --> 00:57:15,435 they're my favourite 963 00:57:16,019 --> 00:57:16,520 they *are* good yeah 964 00:57:26,321 --> 00:57:28,407 fuckin hell i could eat these motherfuckers 965 00:57:30,117 --> 00:57:30,868 ... (?) container of milk 966 00:57:31,577 --> 00:57:33,120 maybe two containers of milk 967 00:57:53,599 --> 00:57:55,559 yo brian that motherfucker stinks man ! 968 00:57:56,685 --> 00:57:57,936 wash ur fucking ass 969 00:57:58,520 --> 00:57:59,688 no you wash ur fucking ass man 970 00:58:03,650 --> 00:58:04,818 dump it man dump it 971 00:58:27,925 --> 00:58:28,967 i was in jail 972 00:58:29,635 --> 00:58:33,180 and i had came on the news 973 00:58:34,264 --> 00:58:37,309 that two kids got burnt in a fire 974 00:58:38,060 --> 00:58:40,270 my two sons 975 00:58:43,899 --> 00:58:47,069 i regret so many things i may have done 976 00:58:54,076 --> 00:58:57,663 ... (?) my children 977 00:58:58,413 --> 00:59:02,084 sometimes i ask why couldn't it of been me ? 978 00:59:08,841 --> 00:59:10,759 why couldn't it of been me ? 979 00:59:15,848 --> 00:59:18,934 i liked that responsability of being a mother 980 00:59:21,311 --> 00:59:25,566 somebody a little one can hook up to 981 00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:33,532 sending them off to school 982 00:59:34,533 --> 00:59:36,910 they get the education they need 983 00:59:51,633 --> 00:59:56,430 i miss some of those things... i do 984 01:01:00,786 --> 01:01:02,496 In response to external pressures, 985 01:01:03,580 --> 01:01:05,541 armed Amtrack police are ordered into the tunnel 986 01:01:06,208 --> 01:01:08,418 to tell the residents that they have 30 days 987 01:01:08,877 --> 01:01:10,796 to pack up and evacuate or face a forcable eviction 988 01:01:12,756 --> 01:01:14,216 Filming was prohibited 989 01:01:15,676 --> 01:01:18,220 DROP THE GUN MOLE! 990 01:01:31,150 --> 01:01:32,276 when they woke me up man 991 01:01:32,609 --> 01:01:34,486 they had their guns and everything 992 01:01:34,862 --> 01:01:35,863 its like what the fuck ? 993 01:01:36,405 --> 01:01:38,115 it took me time to get ready 994 01:01:38,448 --> 01:01:39,158 put my shoes on 995 01:01:39,575 --> 01:01:40,659 cause i sleep comfortable in there 996 01:01:40,826 --> 01:01:42,536 take my socks offm, my jacket 997 01:01:43,203 --> 01:01:44,997 i wasn't gonna come out in my underwear 998 01:01:45,164 --> 01:01:47,040 with my shit hanging out 999 01:01:49,418 --> 01:01:50,794 u gonna come out or what ? 1000 01:01:51,086 --> 01:01:52,212 banging on the door 1001 01:01:52,504 --> 01:01:54,214 i said take it easy ok 1002 01:01:54,464 --> 01:01:57,843 when that happened 1003 01:01:58,135 --> 01:01:59,553 they saw that i had took my time 1004 01:01:59,803 --> 01:02:01,096 and then i came out fully dressed 1005 01:02:01,346 --> 01:02:02,556 they had the guns 1006 01:02:02,806 --> 01:02:05,309 i went over there to take a piss 1007 01:02:05,517 --> 01:02:06,018 hey where you going ? 1008 01:02:07,019 --> 01:02:08,854 hey relax man what the fuck is wrong with you ? 1009 01:02:09,188 --> 01:02:10,189 i'm not against u 1010 01:02:10,397 --> 01:02:12,900 u guys are coming down here to fuck me up alright ? 1011 01:02:13,692 --> 01:02:16,820 i can't do nothing to you guys cause there's too many of u 1012 01:02:17,029 --> 01:02:18,739 i'll take you on one on one 1013 01:02:18,989 --> 01:02:20,240 and i'll talk to u 1014 01:02:20,449 --> 01:02:23,327 nothing about guns, bats or nothing like that 1015 01:02:23,619 --> 01:02:24,870 i'll talk to you on one on one 1016 01:02:24,953 --> 01:02:26,914 they said they wanted me to clean that shit up 1017 01:02:27,331 --> 01:02:28,749 i said i ain't cleaning shit up 1018 01:02:28,957 --> 01:02:29,833 i got to move ... (?) 1019 01:02:30,042 --> 01:02:30,959 i ain't cleaning that shit up 1020 01:02:31,210 --> 01:02:32,127 they must be mad, take me to jail 1021 01:02:32,336 --> 01:02:35,547 i need a little rest anyway 1022 01:02:35,797 --> 01:02:37,883 i'm not cleaning up their garbage if i got to move 1023 01:02:38,175 --> 01:02:38,550 shit 1024 01:02:39,384 --> 01:02:40,594 that's making their job much easier 1025 01:02:40,802 --> 01:02:44,389 cause last time they said we had to leave 1026 01:02:44,598 --> 01:02:47,434 they said they were gonna do it in a humane way 1027 01:02:47,726 --> 01:02:50,646 they were gonna sit down at a table 1028 01:02:50,896 --> 01:02:52,606 and have some big words (?) from Amtrack 1029 01:02:52,898 --> 01:02:54,650 to discuss where we gonna go at 1030 01:02:54,858 --> 01:02:57,069 last time they was here they tell me 1031 01:02:57,361 --> 01:02:58,529 they don't give a fuck where we go 1032 01:02:58,737 --> 01:02:59,238 we just gotta go and shit 1033 01:03:01,240 --> 01:03:04,618 they said they were gonna try to get us housing or shelter 1034 01:03:05,285 --> 01:03:05,994 or something else 1035 01:03:06,328 --> 01:03:06,620 i dunno what that something else is 1036 01:03:08,580 --> 01:03:09,790 i don't wanna to go to a shelter 1037 01:03:10,916 --> 01:03:13,752 cause i don't wanna worry bout someone stealing my shit 1038 01:03:14,044 --> 01:03:15,462 they're gonna steal all my clothes 1039 01:03:15,712 --> 01:03:16,880 they're gonna steal everything i got 1040 01:03:17,130 --> 01:03:20,717 drugs, it's infected with drugs 1041 01:03:21,051 --> 01:03:25,430 what they should do is leave us down here 1042 01:03:25,889 --> 01:03:27,766 that's what they should do 1043 01:03:28,058 --> 01:03:29,810 leave us down here until they get housing 1044 01:03:30,060 --> 01:03:32,396 and when they get housing they ship us out 1045 01:03:32,729 --> 01:03:35,065 but not just take us out of here 1046 01:03:35,357 --> 01:03:39,278 i mean we're all down here by oursleves my friend 1047 01:03:39,486 --> 01:03:43,323 like a family alright... you gonna break up the whole family 1048 01:03:43,782 --> 01:03:45,534 it's not worth it 1049 01:03:45,909 --> 01:03:46,994 it's not fair to us 1050 01:03:47,244 --> 01:03:48,453 they gonna jave something... 1051 01:03:48,745 --> 01:03:50,956 at least if you gonna construct down here 1052 01:03:51,206 --> 01:03:52,791 okay put some of us to work 1053 01:03:53,083 --> 01:03:57,045 for us to get something out of it 1054 01:03:57,254 --> 01:04:00,591 because this has been our home for three years for me 1055 01:04:00,799 --> 01:04:02,885 imagine all the people that been down here for 20 years 1056 01:04:20,068 --> 01:04:21,987 i got three words 1057 01:04:22,237 --> 01:04:25,949 i got three words for whoever's fuckin idea this was okay? 1058 01:04:26,241 --> 01:04:27,826 and it's not i love u 1059 01:04:28,243 --> 01:04:29,745 it's leave us alone! 1060 01:04:33,207 --> 01:04:38,962 people residing in the tunnel are experiencing a lot of health diificulties 1061 01:04:39,004 --> 01:04:39,755 *Amtrack community relations officer* 1062 01:04:39,796 --> 01:04:44,718 they are respiratory conditions from living in cool dank conditions 1063 01:04:45,177 --> 01:04:48,805 asthma i know is prevelant amongst a few indivuduals 1064 01:04:49,139 --> 01:04:58,357 it's just there's a lot of vermine and disease that's spreaded from rodents and vermine in the tunnel 1065 01:04:58,649 --> 01:05:03,654 and of course the danger of living close to high speed trains 1066 01:05:04,029 --> 01:05:06,698 individuals run the risk of being struck by trains 1067 01:05:07,032 --> 01:05:10,661 we've had two fatalities there in the course of the year 1068 01:05:10,953 --> 01:05:13,372 one woman froze to death from exposure 1069 01:05:13,622 --> 01:05:15,999 and another individual was struck by a train 1070 01:05:16,291 --> 01:05:20,379 it is absolutely a dangerous horrendous living situation 1071 01:05:53,203 --> 01:06:00,294 ... (?) 1072 01:06:01,670 --> 01:06:02,838 okay... 1073 01:06:04,047 --> 01:06:05,382 why you smiling though ? 1074 01:06:05,716 --> 01:06:06,967 u gotta be thinking of one way to get outta here 1075 01:06:12,389 --> 01:06:13,849 ... (?) 1076 01:06:15,517 --> 01:06:17,603 i'm planning go back on the east side 1077 01:06:19,480 --> 01:06:20,147 u already been overthere 1078 01:06:20,939 --> 01:06:21,440 uhh ? 1079 01:06:21,982 --> 01:06:22,816 u already been overthere 1080 01:06:24,485 --> 01:06:25,694 we'll find somewhere 1081 01:06:29,114 --> 01:06:29,865 sounds shitty (?) 1082 01:06:31,700 --> 01:06:34,077 can't go in the park 1083 01:06:34,745 --> 01:06:35,996 whatcha gonna do ? 1084 01:06:38,790 --> 01:06:41,043 i gotta move on 1085 01:06:41,376 --> 01:06:41,710 u gotta learn how to go with the flow 1086 01:06:42,252 --> 01:06:43,170 yeah i know i been going with the flow 1087 01:06:43,712 --> 01:06:44,463 since i came home 1088 01:06:44,963 --> 01:06:46,131 that's how you got in here, going with the flow 1089 01:06:47,841 --> 01:06:48,926 everytime i stay with the flow.. 1090 01:06:50,761 --> 01:06:52,888 when i was gonna get out the fuck of the flow 1091 01:06:53,430 --> 01:06:55,307 being a homeless its all types of problems 1092 01:06:55,724 --> 01:06:56,892 u never know what lies ahead 1093 01:06:58,435 --> 01:07:01,313 so until it comes, deal with it 1094 01:07:01,647 --> 01:07:03,732 can't plan shit being really ... (?) home 1095 01:07:04,024 --> 01:07:07,569 u can't plan shit 1096 01:07:08,278 --> 01:07:11,114 u say yeah well i'm going home to go sleep 1097 01:07:11,865 --> 01:07:14,451 u get there that motherfucker's gone 1098 01:07:14,952 --> 01:07:16,036 your home is gone 1099 01:07:17,037 --> 01:07:21,291 it's really hard to plan what you gonna do 1100 01:07:22,793 --> 01:07:24,169 it's deal with it day by day 1101 01:07:25,712 --> 01:07:26,255 or needs to sleep upstairs (?) 1102 01:07:27,464 --> 01:07:28,715 and they were going home to go to sleep 1103 01:07:29,424 --> 01:07:30,050 her home was gone 1104 01:07:32,302 --> 01:07:35,764 going to 28th street with the children (?) 1105 01:07:36,181 --> 01:07:38,475 i ain't going in no shelter 1106 01:07:39,893 --> 01:07:41,145 ... (?) 1107 01:07:45,440 --> 01:07:46,275 shelter is out 1108 01:07:48,360 --> 01:07:49,319 i ain't going in no shelter 1109 01:07:50,821 --> 01:07:51,780 i'll ride the train 1110 01:07:52,573 --> 01:07:53,657 i ride the motherfucking train 1111 01:07:56,201 --> 01:07:57,953 i tried but lasted two nights 1112 01:07:59,037 --> 01:08:00,038 that ain't nothing 1113 01:08:10,507 --> 01:08:13,719 COALITION FOR THE HOMELESS 1114 01:08:14,178 --> 01:08:14,970 our first response 1115 01:08:15,429 --> 01:08:19,099 because of the long relationship that we've had with our clients 1116 01:08:19,433 --> 01:08:20,601 was to immediately go to court 1117 01:08:21,518 --> 01:08:24,771 previous to amtrack's decision to evict people out of the tunnel 1118 01:08:25,606 --> 01:08:29,985 we had just sued amtrack on the grounds they cannot through people out of pen station 1119 01:08:30,486 --> 01:08:32,905 they travel here in ny city (?) 1120 01:08:33,697 --> 01:08:36,241 so when we found out that amtrack was gonna come in 1121 01:08:36,450 --> 01:08:41,788 ... (?) we knew we had to stop them throwing people out of the tunnel 1122 01:08:42,414 --> 01:08:45,042 who had called it their home for 10, 15,25 years 1123 01:08:46,502 --> 01:08:47,920 we met with amtrack officials 1124 01:08:48,462 --> 01:08:51,089 at first they were very abrupt 1125 01:08:51,590 --> 01:08:52,549 they wanted everybody out 1126 01:08:52,966 --> 01:08:55,802 had it been a few days they were gonna fence it off, put in security guards 1127 01:08:56,303 --> 01:08:57,763 we worked at a plan 1128 01:08:57,971 --> 01:09:01,934 that we would assist people in moving into temporary shelter 1129 01:09:02,142 --> 01:09:05,354 with amtrack ... (?) people 1130 01:09:05,521 --> 01:09:09,691 but soon thereafter we learned of a program run by the fellow government 1131 01:09:09,900 --> 01:09:10,901 who had set up an aid program 1132 01:09:11,652 --> 01:09:17,407 and we garanteed amtrack that nobody would be left inside of the tunnels 1133 01:09:17,908 --> 01:09:21,161 the section a program, the housing program here in ny city 1134 01:09:21,954 --> 01:09:23,747 is a great ticket into housing 1135 01:09:24,164 --> 01:09:26,208 it garantees someone an apartment 1136 01:09:26,542 --> 01:09:29,419 health paid ...(?) and security fees 1137 01:09:29,878 --> 01:09:32,089 so it was a perfect chance 1138 01:09:32,422 --> 01:09:34,550 and i think amtrack knew that 1139 01:09:34,925 --> 01:09:38,428 it's a good opportunity to work with advocates 1140 01:09:38,762 --> 01:09:40,222 rather than have a legal challenge 1141 01:09:40,514 --> 01:09:44,810 and ... (?) we were pretty confident 1142 01:09:45,144 --> 01:09:46,603 had we gone to court, we would have won 1143 01:09:46,937 --> 01:09:48,438 it was crystal clear, a violation of people's rights 1144 01:09:48,689 --> 01:09:51,817 we didn't want to defend people to live on the street 1145 01:09:52,234 --> 01:09:53,777 we wanted to get them into housing 1146 01:09:54,027 --> 01:09:55,445 that was the ultimate goal 1147 01:09:55,696 --> 01:09:58,574 and we're glad it never went to court 1148 01:09:59,700 --> 01:10:01,702 right you ready ? go ! 1149 01:10:12,212 --> 01:10:14,173 we're outta here ! 1150 01:10:26,852 --> 01:10:28,770 hard to believe its our last day in this place 1151 01:10:30,105 --> 01:10:32,065 i thought this day would never come 1152 01:10:32,441 --> 01:10:34,693 right ? 1153 01:10:35,861 --> 01:10:36,737 i thought this day would never come 1154 01:10:39,740 --> 01:10:40,032 no doubt 1155 01:10:43,410 --> 01:10:43,619 are you exited ? 1156 01:10:44,703 --> 01:10:45,537 exited ? 1157 01:10:46,288 --> 01:10:48,582 very exited 1158 01:10:50,417 --> 01:10:53,462 like a crackhead that just found a thousand bubbles on the tracks (?) 1159 01:10:56,048 --> 01:10:57,466 yo that's all dirty laundry 1160 01:10:58,133 --> 01:10:59,676 yeah ? so we put all dirty shit in here ? 1161 01:11:02,054 --> 01:11:03,639 don't mix dirty clothes in with the clean ones 1162 01:11:08,977 --> 01:11:09,645 here it comes 1163 01:11:30,582 --> 01:11:31,542 ... (?) got a job ? 1164 01:11:32,292 --> 01:11:37,172 got a job coming up, 1.50 an hour working at ... (?) 1165 01:11:37,422 --> 01:11:41,468 that's right cousin .. (?) once i get this moutain bike 1166 01:11:41,718 --> 01:11:42,094 cook ! 1167 01:11:42,678 --> 01:11:44,179 start making 7 or 8 meals a week 1168 01:11:44,513 --> 01:11:44,847 whatcha gonna do then uh ? 1169 01:11:46,598 --> 01:11:48,267 enough to pay the rent, enough to help out with food 1170 01:11:48,892 --> 01:11:49,143 no doubt 1171 01:11:50,310 --> 01:11:54,773 oh man once we start these jobs there won't be none of that fried chicken and shit like that 1172 01:11:55,357 --> 01:11:58,235 straight up steaks, flaming ...(?), all kinds of good shit 1173 01:11:58,652 --> 01:11:58,944 it'll be nice 1174 01:12:01,321 --> 01:12:01,572 no doubt 1175 01:12:03,198 --> 01:12:05,492 we gonna gain about 400 pounds a piece eh ? 1176 01:12:14,877 --> 01:12:18,046 got some good memories here too, in ny 1177 01:12:19,047 --> 01:12:19,339 u gonna miss it ? 1178 01:12:20,090 --> 01:12:20,424 sometimes 1179 01:12:21,925 --> 01:12:22,968 how much you gonna miss it ? 1180 01:12:23,552 --> 01:12:25,012 not bad enough to come back 1181 01:12:28,390 --> 01:12:28,682 it's almost a freedom now 1182 01:12:30,100 --> 01:12:33,103 this is ... (?) do whatever i want with it 1183 01:12:34,229 --> 01:12:36,607 cause in an apartement you can't do that 1184 01:12:40,611 --> 01:12:41,987 that's ... (?) 1185 01:12:43,447 --> 01:12:44,281 what's next ? 1186 01:12:50,996 --> 01:12:53,248 ... (?) sign these 1187 01:12:55,250 --> 01:12:59,379 this white piece of paper is proof that you are actually homeless 1188 01:14:00,190 --> 01:14:01,316 here you go ! 1189 01:15:01,126 --> 01:15:02,544 i love my apartment man 1190 01:15:03,712 --> 01:15:05,047 i *love* my apartment 1191 01:15:06,840 --> 01:15:07,966 ... (?) up 1192 01:15:09,218 --> 01:15:10,928 ... (?) hustling 1193 01:15:11,970 --> 01:15:13,514 ... (?) that i made when i was out there 1194 01:15:14,056 --> 01:15:15,933 i'll put it all back in here in this apartement 1195 01:15:16,350 --> 01:15:18,060 and make it look decent 1196 01:15:22,564 --> 01:15:24,107 i definetly love my apartment 1197 01:15:24,191 --> 01:15:25,734 as far as the living room is concerned 1198 01:15:26,193 --> 01:15:27,945 once i get it together the way i want it 1199 01:15:28,237 --> 01:15:33,575 eventually there'll be a nice new set of furniture going around 1200 01:15:33,909 --> 01:15:36,703 these cornered counches ? you know what i'm talkin about right ? 1201 01:15:36,995 --> 01:15:40,374 this is one section here as you can see 1202 01:15:40,666 --> 01:15:45,796 what i wanna do is get a matching section that goes all the way round like this 1203 01:15:46,088 --> 01:15:47,756 and eventually i'm gonna get a new entertainment center 1204 01:15:48,048 --> 01:15:49,716 as you can see right now i'm just making a new bookshelf 1205 01:15:49,967 --> 01:15:54,054 i'm hoping that eventually i'm gonna get a new entertainment center to put this wall 1206 01:15:54,429 --> 01:15:57,391 eventually there will be a nice 25 inch color tv 1207 01:15:57,683 --> 01:16:00,727 with cable hookup, and a vcr, a nice stereo system 1208 01:16:01,019 --> 01:16:03,647 i'm planning on getting a nice rug to sit out here 1209 01:16:04,439 --> 01:16:04,982 yeah i feel good 1210 01:16:06,233 --> 01:16:09,153 i'm getting new furniture, new ... (?) 1211 01:16:09,653 --> 01:16:11,655 yeah i feel good 1212 01:16:12,239 --> 01:16:13,949 i can't wait 1213 01:16:15,534 --> 01:16:21,290 to me it's like giving a baby a new toy, play with it all day 1214 01:16:21,707 --> 01:16:23,250 that's the way i am 1215 01:16:24,084 --> 01:16:27,087 everyday is something new, and it's something good 1216 01:16:34,178 --> 01:16:36,013 now i feel like i never was in there 1217 01:16:36,555 --> 01:16:42,144 that was the sadest part of my journey through life 1218 01:16:42,644 --> 01:16:47,191 then were dark days, dark, real dark 1219 01:16:47,774 --> 01:16:51,904 at the time it didn't bother me at all 1220 01:16:52,237 --> 01:16:54,156 once i sit back and think about it 1221 01:16:54,573 --> 01:16:57,826 i ask myself how could i have done that ? 1222 01:16:59,453 --> 01:17:00,871 let myself go like that 1223 01:17:03,040 --> 01:17:04,166 and be that way ? 1224 01:17:05,667 --> 01:17:07,544 u don't realise until you get out of it 1225 01:17:08,962 --> 01:17:11,507 u drift back every now and then 1226 01:17:12,758 --> 01:17:13,717 ... (?) 1227 01:17:15,177 --> 01:17:16,512 damn i used to do that 1228 01:17:17,054 --> 01:17:17,554 that used to be me ? 1229 01:17:19,348 --> 01:17:20,390 u say no way... 1230 01:17:21,016 --> 01:17:22,100 yeah it used to be me 1231 01:17:22,976 --> 01:17:23,977 it definitely used to be me 1232 01:17:31,735 --> 01:17:34,446 i tell u, to me its like it never happened, at all 1233 01:17:35,197 --> 01:17:39,076 and it will never happen again, ever ever 1234 01:17:42,204 --> 01:17:43,455 i will never go homeless again 1235 01:17:44,915 --> 01:17:47,209 that was like a nightmare 1236 01:17:48,544 --> 01:17:50,963 and i woke up out of it 1237 01:17:52,506 --> 01:17:52,965 and i'm staying awake 1238 01:17:54,383 --> 01:17:57,177 i'm serious, i don't want that shit, i don't need it 1239 01:17:58,804 --> 01:18:01,932 i'm gonna stay working, and doing good 1240 01:18:04,101 --> 01:18:05,519 i don't want to be homeless no more 1241 01:18:11,650 --> 01:18:13,443 terrific !